Holy Water and Hellfire
They sat in the Bentley for a long time. Holding hands. Watching the storm brew in the falling light as the sun went down.
“I wasn’t planning on using it for–as a… suicide pill,” Crowley said quietly.
Aziraphale dragged his eyes away from the majesty of thick stormheads tumbling on the horizon and looked at Crowley with wide, hopeful eyes. The look was tainted with sadness at the mere thought.
“I wasn’t. I’m not, Aziraphale.” Crowley gave him an imploring look. When that failed to erase that sad lilt to his gaze, Crowley took off his glasses and tossed them on the dash.
Aziraphale managed a small smile and squeezed Crowley’s hand. Crowley never used his name–that alone was almost enough to convince him Crowley meant it. Seeing his bare, reptilian eyes cemented the fact. His gaze drifted down to their hands clasped together. Such an innocent gesture. It meant so much to him.